damnit

late again. on here atleast. sorry all. ill update you real quick...

a "true romantic" (046/365)



when i came home last night, my grandma was watching the newest version of "pride and prejudice" (my favorite movie...ever) with kiera knightly. i had been bugging her to watch it because she loves the older versions (she grew up with it) and i told her the new one was MUCH better. it still is to me, however, she thought it wasnt that great. WELL! I am a "true romantic" as she calls me. She made fun of me when i pointed out my favorite parts, like at the end where lizzy is out in the dawn and mr. darcy just trods up at the same moment she is with that darn gooey music playing! ahhh it makes me melt! so today's picture was totally inspired by the thought of me being a romantic.

my grandma let me borrow one of her antique hats, and when i showed her this, she said "oh dear god, you look like a 20's hooker!" =X

edit: i agree with most of you, i think my alter ego from yesterday snuck out in the midst of this being snapped. hehe! :D

my alter ego (045/465)



i was trying to think about what my alter ego would be like if i had one. i'm not really sure if i do or not. however, i think if i did, she would be super sassy, flirty and almost TOO confident. not sure why. i think every girl would say that about their alter ego. haha. the left one is a totally conservative me...trying to be...appropriate, and the right is well...as "flirty" as i get. haha. i feel funny seeing two of me.

edit: i think i dress more like my alter ego. definitely

a little late

forgetting about you all! sorry. here are the two latest. enjoy!

leaving the nest (043/365)



i will dry your tears (044/365)



today was actually hilarious. i woke up and had an ordinary morning. got ready and snapped some shots. I thought I could use my grandma's beautiful flowers so I went outside with some scissors. WELL. as soon as I shut the door behind me, "NOOOOOO" locked. Locked out I tell you! As I circled the house numerous times in this silly outfit, I tried cracking into windows...everything! I soon gave up, realizing it was impossible.

After that I went into my grandma's sewing room and left my mom and boyfriend really ridiculous sounding voice mails stating how i was stuck outside, while laughing at myself on the phone. I didn't want to call my grandparents and make them come all the way home, so I simply sewed. I had bought fabric the day before hoping to make myself a high-waisted skirt. So something good did come out of this today! My grandma said she would have liked to have given me a "clout" for locking myself out. Haha!

necklace from my good friend Alana at makepienotwar jewlery!

Enjoy your day, all.

high tea (042/365)

i have the SMALLEST lips in this picture. haha thanks grandma, once again, for always having amazing vintage stuff. my room! :D ps. these shoes are my first pair of heels, bought last week. shocker...

today was a handful in itself. the drive from monterey back home was so long and just...a pain. luckily when i got home i had a chance to rest. my ideas and creativity were limited due to how quickly it had gotten dark. i prefer day time. idk. either way. it feels good to be home.

two in one....AGAIN!

sorry. been tied up in monterey. here are the last two days!



"x" marks the spot (040/365)



tied together (041/365)

goodbye lovelies. i am so wiped out.

blue line to old town (038/365)

my grandma took my sister and i to seaworld today. bad idea. the good idea about it was that it was my sister's first time riding the train. the bad part was that we only had time to be in the park for 2 hours. how lame! it was so much work trying to get to the damn place, that we wasted time! should have driven. trolleys and buses. ugh. good and super hilarious experience though. i guess that is whats priceless.

i am so tired. i've woken up at 8am or earlier all this week. i know for some of you...this is normal. its not for me! going to bed at 1am or later doesnt help either. i am happy to say i shall be back to my normal self tomorrow and more creative than ever (hopefully) enjoy your night! i hope you get to sleep in like me :]

im pretty disappointed in todays 365. didnt have much time though. i can't complain. i have so much on my mind. future shoot that i have to cram in time for because its an awesome opp. plus dealing with my school and my tuition deal, plus my lease owner writing a letter for me. wow. can i do it all? idk

oh, to be home again (037/365)

well. second home. so strange having two homes. hmmm.

sorry to get all cheesy and gooey on you all! i've always wanted a lens-flare kiss. im such a loser, haha. well today was eventful. probably my worst day ever. my admissions lady at my school broke me down to tears. she thinks my intent on living here isnt real. besides that, the best thing about today is seeing him =^]

going to sea world on the train tomorrow with sister and grandma. maybe youll see some shots in the train. who knows...;]

goodbye lovelies

two in one

super busy flying half across the US. so im uploading two in one!



goodbye texas (035/365)

i will always have a place in my heart for you.

i won't be complaining about the plane ride today. my sister is coming with me! so it takes a little bit of the nerves away. phew.



being two-faced (036/365)

will steal your soul and imprison your heart.

thanks to my sis for letting me borrow her face. taken in my future room! thanks gma

late upload again! been super busy today. settling school matters that i dont want to even think about. annoying.

ahhh sleepy. goodbye lovelies!