Saturday, January 31, 2009
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
I just wanted to apologize for seeming so melo-dramatic yesterday in my 365! my gosh. i re-read what i posted, and realized how alarming and depressing i made myself seem.. but I can assure you I am fine and well! I think I was having a small meltdown. one that only comes from un-satisfying-365-ism. its a very rare disease that only 365er's get. but I am fine. and am embarrassed I made it seem like my life was over, or that i was on edge...
I'm sure you can all understand the way I feel. As much as I love this project, its a hard thing to keep up with. Its like eating a rotten piece of cake everyday, or someone scratching the same spot on your back OVER and over, or nails on a chalkboard. The list could go on...And its not always a bad journey. But I hit the bottom a lot. Its in my personality and genes to want to be Good 200% of the time. And I don't mean by fame or appraisal from others, just my own satisfaction. I'm my own worst enemy.
So all those dumb feelings are washed away now. Life is good. Sorry Again!
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
being stigmatized was definitely a cool concept we learned about, and i'm sure there will be many photos inspired by the terms we learn. :]
Monday, January 26, 2009
bear with me. my schedule this week looks scary thanks to my online oceanography class. so the lack of creativity is now channeled into that class. AGH!
AB800 at camera right at 1/8 power into my big ol' softbox.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
i'll be updating more tomorrow, and hopefully you'll all see some new band promos soon that are 'rock and roll' ;]