i love coming home. but most people don't know that its also a very bittersweet vacation.i get to spend more time with my parents, yes. but that really is the end. i lived out here for maybe 9 months at most just to graduate. i made little friends my senior year, most of which moved away to college. so being home all day, no car, i practically go insane. i think my bed keeps me sane. its the comfy-est thing ever. and i sleep through most of the day. and my lack of inspiration has also hindered my spirit. i'm not really ready to leave on wednesday and go back to my routine of classes, but, i am SO ready to have a life again.
i left my better half in california.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
2009 Resolutions
I've always hated the idea of making a list of resolutions, things I know I'll forget and never remember. But, since I'm a fanatic of making lists, i thought i'd oblige and post it here for all to see, and to remind myself.
1. get a job (preferably in my field)
2. A's for a better transfer
3. transfer to CSUF!
4. slowly upgrade my camera gear
5. get my website up and running
6. use more models for shoots
7. have my 365 celebration gallery showing (eee!)
8. more time to read the bible
9. get my blood drawn and tested (im scared)
10. go somewhere i've never been for a mini-vacation
well. cheers to that. it would be nice to complete this all in one month. hahah. i'll keep dreaming.
1. get a job (preferably in my field)
2. A's for a better transfer
3. transfer to CSUF!
4. slowly upgrade my camera gear
5. get my website up and running
6. use more models for shoots
7. have my 365 celebration gallery showing (eee!)
8. more time to read the bible
9. get my blood drawn and tested (im scared)
10. go somewhere i've never been for a mini-vacation
well. cheers to that. it would be nice to complete this all in one month. hahah. i'll keep dreaming.
the mind never need stop growing (194/365)
i had a very eventful day. woke up earlier than usual to go to my favorite mall, went to olive garden, was so tired i barely made it home with mom! plopped on my bed and was out for a nice two hour nap.
i think creating sets for images like this is one of my favorite things in the world to do besides take the actual picture. when i created my display for the art benefit show i was apart of, i never was so satisfied. i gawked at it. :]
i wholeheartedly regret not lighting this to get more detail. you live, and learn i guess?
i think creating sets for images like this is one of my favorite things in the world to do besides take the actual picture. when i created my display for the art benefit show i was apart of, i never was so satisfied. i gawked at it. :]
i wholeheartedly regret not lighting this to get more detail. you live, and learn i guess?
Thursday, January 1, 2009
fresh start (193/365)
i wanted a fresh start to 2009. it may not have been the most creative, but, im satisfied. i need to get outside more often. being inside all day really messes with my sanity.
im slightly embarrassed for the "hand camera above self" angle. ugh.
im slightly embarrassed for the "hand camera above self" angle. ugh.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
the end and the beginning (192/365)
Happy New Years Everyone!!!
I cut up a bunch of white printing paper and threw it all up in the air! The vacuum couldn't pick it all up on the floor so i had to get on my hands and knees and do work! I look silly here =p
Just wanted to say, I truly appreciate all of you here who check back, leave constant comments, and who are good friends to me on here :] You have all helped inspire me to be where I am today! So cheers to 2008, and Hello 2009!
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Jane The Juggler (191/365)
Jane's Biography: Most jugglers, as you know, are two-handed. However, Jane's "special advantage" leaves her room to juggle up to 100 things at once.
Glad I had a chance today to contribute to my circus series! ive been really out of tune with my mind lately :]. hope you all are having a good holiday.
Monday, December 29, 2008
You’ll be waiting in vain (190/365)
You’ll be waiting in vain (190/365)
"...I got nothing for you to gain." dedicated to the sleevefaces.
I'm desperately trying to get out of my mind-block. There is nothing worse than feeling defeated by something you love to do. I'm super competitive with others around me and to myself. I beat myself up lately knowing I've got nothing up my sleeve. I think maybe I left all my inspiration on the plane ride, and someone's stolen it! I thought coming home would cure my blues as well, but it hasn't. Its only jumbled my mind. Help.
"...I got nothing for you to gain." dedicated to the sleevefaces.
I'm desperately trying to get out of my mind-block. There is nothing worse than feeling defeated by something you love to do. I'm super competitive with others around me and to myself. I beat myself up lately knowing I've got nothing up my sleeve. I think maybe I left all my inspiration on the plane ride, and someone's stolen it! I thought coming home would cure my blues as well, but it hasn't. Its only jumbled my mind. Help.
life is a full load (189/365)
it seems to never lighten, and always weighs heavier with the passing time...
ive been using my dad's prehistoric tripod, and always wanted to kill it while using it. kill it in frustration, i mean. today definitely tops as the "i hate myself" day of my 365. ideas were small, and when they came, dino-tripod wouldn't allow it.
ive been using my dad's prehistoric tripod, and always wanted to kill it while using it. kill it in frustration, i mean. today definitely tops as the "i hate myself" day of my 365. ideas were small, and when they came, dino-tripod wouldn't allow it.
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