Friday, January 23, 2009
a sting of light (213/365)
I have the motivation, but the desire to keep going is really wearing me down! My mojo has left me. I think I know what my mind/body is doing to me. My body wants to quit because of the over-attention its been getting from the camera, and my mind just says "you can't do it," "nothing is working, its all crap."
I need new ideas to be inspired by. I don't get inspired in the creative way normal people do. Songs, melodies, movies don't do it. I don't really know how to channel it. How do I find it? I think part of my inner self is telling my i'm overlooking it. And I guess its easy when you've got blinders on, right?