i see things differently when im at home. either things get better or more frantic. i think im loosing everything, and getting it all. its a complicated situation. it makes me look at my life from an outside perspective, away from my life in reality. sounds a bit crazy, but its so true. when your all alone in your thoughts, everything can become clear.
i think ill be happy to be back in my routine. after a couple months though, you may hear me saying "i wish i was outta here." hehe.