is it snowing? (147/365)

is it snowing? (147/365)
Originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth

it definitely looks like its snowing over here in ash-y southern california. if you step outside, it looks like a sunset and little ash flakes are falling all over the place. i woke up in the middle of the night freaked out because my room smelt like smoke. i think i have a sensitive nose because in order for me to get back to sleep, i had to cover my mouth in my sheets like a gas mask. haha.

the sheet around me is my filter for air. hehe

i feel terrible for all the families who have lost their home. i was worried i'd be evacuated, but thankfully it went east. sorry eastern side!

doubt rises (145/365)

doubt rises (145/365)
Originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth

wearing my grandma's antique dresses is the best thing. she let me wear one today really quick. but. i have to admit. this makes me want to vomit. im so unpleased and rushed to go out tonight i have no further time to fix it/make it better.

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i will sleep happy.

she had her (cup)cake and ate it too (144/365)

she had her (cup)cake and ate it too (144/365)
Originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth

somehow last night when i was talking to my mom, the subject of me moving back home to Texas came up. There are a lot of pros and cons on both sides. Everything except the love of my family is here. Which is a huge chunk of me since I'm so close to them. As much as I'd like to live back at home where eveything would be handed to me and I know i'd be "spoilt." as bad as that sounds. I can't. "I'd have my cake and eat it too, Mom, if I could."

my grandma made these lemon cupcakes last night. too good to eat.

i'm working on something fun. i have 3 photo shoots this weekend! one with a bigggg family! and two with bands. im so excited because we have both concepts and ideas ready! i feel prepared and am confident these will be my best work YET.

prisoner in my own mind (143/365)

prisoner in my own mind (143/365)
Originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth

when my car is in the shop, i always feel creative tension in my mind. like im a prisoner and can't go anywhere. not that i was planning on doing anything fantastic after class anyways, but knowing i could cut the rope and leave always helps. and it really destroyed my creativity today. i dont know why. i like that these ropes have no end.

i think my biology test went well. i am so nervous!

Walk Through Routine

enjoy the video. please leave a comment if you'd like to see anything else. any more before and after's. let me know if this was at all helpful? :D

goodbye lovelies

she was one with treason (142/365)

she was one with treason (142/365)
Originally uploaded by Katherine Elizabeth

you know the "shoot yourself in the foot" feeling? well. i feel like that a little today. my biology test is tomorrow and i feel like im studying well, but not well at all! i need to do well. i refuse to take this class over again. its torment for an artist's mind! ;]