in a material world, accessories are the cherry on top of the cake. but in reality, you may as well be wearing a noose around your neck.
(hope none of you are offended by this!)
the stress of keeping up with this world can be painful.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Sunday, January 4, 2009
love. life. meaning. (196/365)
i see things differently when im at home. either things get better or more frantic. i think im loosing everything, and getting it all. its a complicated situation. it makes me look at my life from an outside perspective, away from my life in reality. sounds a bit crazy, but its so true. when your all alone in your thoughts, everything can become clear.
i think ill be happy to be back in my routine. after a couple months though, you may hear me saying "i wish i was outta here." hehe.
i think ill be happy to be back in my routine. after a couple months though, you may hear me saying "i wish i was outta here." hehe.
Saturday, January 3, 2009
alone in my sorrow (195/365)
i love coming home. but most people don't know that its also a very bittersweet vacation.i get to spend more time with my parents, yes. but that really is the end. i lived out here for maybe 9 months at most just to graduate. i made little friends my senior year, most of which moved away to college. so being home all day, no car, i practically go insane. i think my bed keeps me sane. its the comfy-est thing ever. and i sleep through most of the day. and my lack of inspiration has also hindered my spirit. i'm not really ready to leave on wednesday and go back to my routine of classes, but, i am SO ready to have a life again.
i left my better half in california.
i left my better half in california.
Friday, January 2, 2009
2009 Resolutions
I've always hated the idea of making a list of resolutions, things I know I'll forget and never remember. But, since I'm a fanatic of making lists, i thought i'd oblige and post it here for all to see, and to remind myself.
1. get a job (preferably in my field)
2. A's for a better transfer
3. transfer to CSUF!
4. slowly upgrade my camera gear
5. get my website up and running
6. use more models for shoots
7. have my 365 celebration gallery showing (eee!)
8. more time to read the bible
9. get my blood drawn and tested (im scared)
10. go somewhere i've never been for a mini-vacation
well. cheers to that. it would be nice to complete this all in one month. hahah. i'll keep dreaming.
1. get a job (preferably in my field)
2. A's for a better transfer
3. transfer to CSUF!
4. slowly upgrade my camera gear
5. get my website up and running
6. use more models for shoots
7. have my 365 celebration gallery showing (eee!)
8. more time to read the bible
9. get my blood drawn and tested (im scared)
10. go somewhere i've never been for a mini-vacation
well. cheers to that. it would be nice to complete this all in one month. hahah. i'll keep dreaming.
the mind never need stop growing (194/365)
i had a very eventful day. woke up earlier than usual to go to my favorite mall, went to olive garden, was so tired i barely made it home with mom! plopped on my bed and was out for a nice two hour nap.
i think creating sets for images like this is one of my favorite things in the world to do besides take the actual picture. when i created my display for the art benefit show i was apart of, i never was so satisfied. i gawked at it. :]
i wholeheartedly regret not lighting this to get more detail. you live, and learn i guess?
i think creating sets for images like this is one of my favorite things in the world to do besides take the actual picture. when i created my display for the art benefit show i was apart of, i never was so satisfied. i gawked at it. :]
i wholeheartedly regret not lighting this to get more detail. you live, and learn i guess?
Thursday, January 1, 2009
fresh start (193/365)
i wanted a fresh start to 2009. it may not have been the most creative, but, im satisfied. i need to get outside more often. being inside all day really messes with my sanity.
im slightly embarrassed for the "hand camera above self" angle. ugh.
im slightly embarrassed for the "hand camera above self" angle. ugh.
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